i better shut my mouth from now on. life is scary. ppl ard me are scary. i want nth to do with everything. i hate this. i rly hate this feeling. tht ppl u trusted all the while can no longer be trusted. i hate to be warn against ppl i trust alot. but dude, im lost. i dont want to take sides. u noe me, i trust ppl easily, i talk alot. i tell ppl how i feel and wht i think openly. yet, now im warned, to beware of certain ppl. why. ure my fren. ure my fren i tot. i told u everything, becuz of the word trust. yet ure trying to screw me up, again? i tell myself, ure my fren, i wld trust you. i wld, i rly wld. dont break my heart. imagine me all quiet and emo, can i rly do it?





had been catching up with ppl i lost contact for quite some time. maybe tht relieved me a little from this complicated f-up life.

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