i love love love love 15/04/2010. YTD though.
thr were times when i regretted not taking econs, might even end up in same class with tricia leejing n xiangyun. thr were times i doubted my lit. the choice of taking lit, i was tempted by wuthering heights...n i wondered if its the wrong choice. everytime i was asked whts ur subj combi, BCML, *ppl give me weird face* weird combi, whts tht?
BIO
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*nods*
LIT
*wth!!-.-*
omg! WHY!!?

i sad.

so i tot i was wrong. i had no confidence in scoring, i tot of changing, as if its allowed anw.

BUT, heres the HAPPY THING.
sry to ppl who failed(which is lyk majority), FIRST TIME IN MY JC LIFE I GOT A DECENT GRADE. its a D lah, but alr v good alr lehhhh to me!(((((: i was grinning the whole day, until b4 co. but wait, IM V PROUD TO SAY I DID NOT MAKE ANY REFERENCE LEH!! purely my own intepretation n choice of LT! YEAHHHH!! i hope subsequently will get better:DDDD

yeah, i happy high, until co.
i start to feel numb alr, so fast. is lyk during dazu, thrs noone for me to smile at. noone to laugh tgr. noone gets why m i laughing. noone to umchio with. noone to stick out my tongue to if i play wrongly. noone to sa jiao to. noone to say im hungry to. noone gets my joke. noone to high tgr. noone to make noise. u noe the whole co so big, the room lyk wow, but i feel lyk a floating lonely piece of wood, numb, and ALONE. so now dazu i juz stone thr, n ppl have to ask me whts wrong. sometimes i feel lyk laughing, i have to contain it within myself, noone gets wht i want to laugh at, you see. n its kinda bc to laugh myself, pointless eh? im lyk an individual, not a grp thts supposed to be. sometimes it hilarious, sth happened, but noone is laughing. n i cnt use hp. self control): im unhappy, im. but i still smile n laugh. when i stone ppl say i look angry. n confront me? for wht. if ure being concerned i say thnk you, as genuine as u meant it. but if ure out to do sth else with motive, i suggest u stay away cuz i rly w;d flare. n im so disappointed in this particular person. im okay if u wanna attack me, im okay. we shall see how long can i tolerate then. haix. do u know u totally screwed up my wonderful day, cuz i rly looked forward to co de. n i totally sian diao. i feel so yuan wang. haixx. sad life):

tdy co is fun! all the games r lyk COOL! yeah, i love exco nominees 2010((: thr were laughters, joy, sadness, awkward silence, anger, clash, confusion, fun, peace, common goal n the list goes on, BUT WE DID IT! IT WAS DAZ BLASTO!!!! YEAHHH!:DDD im super happy lahh!!! woohoo! everyone had fun lah! AWESOMEZ!!





i knew it way before u did. n damn, i noe im right.

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