not knowing how to let go eventually hurts none other than yourself.
i guess when everyone ard u says u've changed, i think i rly did.
i no longer act rashly, flare up on impulse.
i no longer smile as brightly at everyone. in fact quite reluctant to.
i no longer behave lyk an insensitive kiddo.
i no longer feel anything for IT.
i no longer think of those things,
i no longer, no longer, no longer...
and i became a me thts uncertain.
its the first time, first time i dunnoe whether wht i wanted was right. i alwaes knew wht i wanted. i alwaes do, n this time its the same. but sth happened tht makes me think again. oh how can i emphasize its first time lyk tht. wht happened to me. whr is tht cheerful optimistic n even if the sky is falling i will still laugh de me. where. n i guess this post is the saddest post tht ever appeared on my blog.
why.
and i rly wondered, wht went through ur mind at tht point of time. i rly treasured everything u noe.
amelia...