ure warned, this aint a happy post but a bloody pissed one.
im angry with myself more than anything now, aniwae tdy is alr a bad day for me, whts worse than it? i was wondering wht cld be even worse, *&!@#!@#$%#$^.yeah tht was hell. in my pt of view, im just trying to keep in touch with long lost friends. whts wrong with tht? WTF IS WRONG? n now i feel so bad twds my another fren. if only i hadn added these bunch of ppl n juz let the past flow away with time, such unpleasant things wldn surfaced. it wldn. n im so angry with myself, for thinking tht its okay to add them. whts wrong n i ask agn whts wrong. i hated myself to be so busybody. why? for sure one thing i wanted these frens back into my life, maybe i was too greedy. yeah im a greedy person.
n i was rly angry at many things tdy. feeling so frustrated with everything. sch was horrible tdy for me cuz 702 had to float ard me tdy whn im trying to forget everything. n thnks to a certain fren who helped me see things more clearly, tht i had to give up things tht dont belong to me. hope tmr wld be a better day, though with pe i dont foresee anything linked to the word GOOD.
n the stupid theif stole my dad's bike AGAIN. FUCK, bloody fucking hell.
fk lah fk lah fk lah, n jeanne layy im so worried abt you. im so sos o bloody wooried, though u dont appreciate it.