越难过, 就越想坚强. 越想坚强, 越就强颜欢笑. 越强颜欢笑, 就越想哭. 怎么办? 我留下了很多遗憾.
and tdy was the day i had alwaes been waiting for. wtf am i saying. shit, i became incoherent. suddenly i realized tht i hated to be in tms becuz of damn asshole tcrs, but its the tcrs who made me cried tdy. and i suddenly felt super guilty for shutting my ears n mind for phys last two yrs n im so sad when i saw mr eng's msg "when and where will i see you again?" which we took it as a joke when he said it in class. and he was so unrespected and un appreciated)): and i'll miss mr yong super lots cuz i rmbed him teaching me how to expand (x+y)square cuz i rly dno how in sec three and got zero for my first test cuz for god sake i cnt expand algebra. and i feel so sad reading the testimonial(PQ), its lyk you spent four long and eventful year yet everything is in one page, words tht dont carry any meaning yet seemed familiar and oh-so-ytd. and ms rajahhhh, who is so nice no matter wht. i didn see her tdy leh. (partly cuz our class was on stage?) and the ppl i miss most would be ms suyueue, ms milahh lee wahlee, ms judea act cute cheong, ms uncle sammitan and MS JEANNE LAYY!!! yeah. and activities planned will go on okayy.
1) sam, our food trail. shit, i juz realize we both dont take geog=cnt read map.
2) vivo with milah (who else want go can join lah) to find her clothes!
3) fareast and ion with jeanne layyyy!(milah u oso gg right?)
4) iluma movie marathon with jeannee((: i want coffee too!
5) judea, u haven tell me where u wna go leh. ws is the bez right!
6) suyu, can u dont have so many tuition arh!
7) im so gg to make our xuanyue clique bond even more okayy ppl!
8) and im so so so gg to cont with xuanyue shirt. i dont want regrets.
THNKS JUDS FOR THE SUPER PRETTEH CARD OKAYY!!!eheheh, ur demand toooooo guo fen okayy. i try lah but two yrs abit toooo long leh. haha. and ppl dont be too sad if i have to work n cnt go camp. haha, i noe u miss meee! we've come so far tgr and its my last lap. i love youu ppl! yeah, forever smiles((((:

tues met juds and she looked exactly lyk a jellyfishhhh with uncombed hair.
sf: where are youuu??(waited for an hour)
jud: walking!! where are you?
sf: sitting at some random nowhere!! where are youuu??
jud: i didn comb my hair, you got comb? lend me!!(i didn believe at first)
sf: have, but i now bad mood siah let u be mad woman lah!! where are youuu?
jud: still walking!!
conclusion, you have super short legs you noe cuz i only need three mins to walk from bus inter to ws!! pasirris is not tht big afterall. haha. n she rly rly dash out w/o combing her hair. HAHAHA.

i dont dare disturb snr n ask them super lots question cuz i done tht to yiwei, pek, sheramin, jina n bell. hahaha. ytd was my sixteen half yrs and i was reminded (every year when im celebrating) tht its jotham's bdae! i smsed him n tot will get a "who are you" reply, but lol he still got my number! eh, he asked abt my olvl first okay, so i grabbed the chance to flood questions! haha. happy bdae n thnks okay!!!

weds met milah and she wasn wearing her fav moomoo shirt. haha. and i was late cuz i got consultaion which i totally forgot. yippee and mr yong almost punched me. and i random sms juds n she oso at ws! so i ran to kfc to meet two of them. and juds so act cute lorrrr.*ehhems* milah, prepare cardboard and write "im juds, 14, single and available. plss dial: xxxxxxxx" :DDDD n thnks for the book okayy!! i noe i vry ma fan! sry lah!! and when shall we meet agn for my dict cover? hoho. n i still prefer mcd ice latte, the frappe not tht nice. lol. and me n milah stuck in c.c. for lyk hour? n yeah, i spent alot agn)): thnks milah for helping me okayy!! i finally see some hope. haha. n we walk walk walk to three busstop n realized we take the diff bus three! haha. n walks back to inter agn! yeah!

and im so glad god allowed me to be frens with him and we remained as frens who can sms and tok to each other til the end. guess i was rly lucky cuz i doubt other girls are as lucky to have the chance to understand their him day by day. thnk god, thnk him. and i guess the chances of us seeing each other in future wld be damn small than it was two yrs ago.

i felt damn sad to see ppl ard me who were once so close smoking lyk nobody's business. its not tht i lyk nagging you to quit it and i forgive you ppl for alwaes blowing it into my face, but you see it hurts when i realize i cnt do anything but to see you rot ur life away. many times i felt lyk going up to you and grab it and throw it away, but thts rude and hurting. so wht you want me to do? and to the one who tried to hide, i saw it and i dunnoe wht to do. i walked away quietly since thts wht you wanted. but ppl, you destroying urself is also destroying me by seconds.

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