my dearest manda((:
my dearest clar((:
me n clar(:

went cat23 ytd with my dearest clar n manda! haha. i missed them alot n finally we all three have the time to meet up. BUTTT, they did sth damn horrible to me. wlao eh. n the whole evening was so awkward n so how-i-wish-i-can-die-on-the-spot. wlao eh... ANYWAE, I NOE U'll SEE THIS((: haha. so we went walk ard n went into crown plaza. omg its damn gorgeous can. haha. the interior is marvellous! so i was making phone calls throughout cuz its sibeh awkward. wlao eh, torturous. i bet i look super spastic. anw i love cat23! n we didn take photo tgr. cuz as situation didn allow, it wld be super weird. i wanted to take at cplaza lah! there so nice! n i was sad its diana on shift. actually i was quite afraid tht it wld be belinda or adeline. but afterall i do want to see them agn. so i regretted i prayed its not them on shift. n i missed najjad afterall. after so much of whining n empty cries of quitting, it ended up lyk this. thus im obedient enough to do everything on time lah. n they say kelvin look lyk ren yao (super gay)!! no lor. he quite shuai lah ok. where got gay.. haha. btw i miss attachments too lah. n hongzhi say he dont rmb how i look lyk liao. i still think hongzhi n pincheng r related somehow, cuz of the 99% resemblance. lol.

co suck lyk shit. why? apparently it was darn obvious me sam n jeans alwaes talk. n occasional some cross over conversation with AAAAAAmeliAAAAA and shimin. but then main thing is 3 of us lah. alwaes talking n laughing. it has come to the attention to mr iceskate n he n wls worked tgr hand in hand to separate us. wht the shit. initially i wasn close to jnrs at all, in fact v bad. but things got beta n finally we r bonded, iceskate love to break bonds. so sitting plans was changed. i missed the time zheng lao shi let me do sitting arrangement by myself lah.. then i can do all plannings myself. haixx. but now its in instruments lah. gaohu 1st row, 2nd row is erhu1, third is erhu2. last row of xuanyue is zhonghu. now we sitting in horizontal. i was expecting myself to sit super inside but im 2nd. lol. and im sitting with shiyee agn!! n me sam n jeans r separated into 2,4,6. im 2, sam 4, jeans 6. shiyee 1, outermost, shijing 5 n jiaxuan 3. but this arrangement is weird. i keep getting distracted by gh. cuz they r super loud n i alwaes tot i play wrong cuz mine is diff from them lor. i love erhu1!!! cuz erhu1 is high pitch. haha. shimin sit outside for erhu2. cuz she's the only senior in erhu2. but i hate this new arrangement siah. n i was abit piss off cuz iceskate keep suan-ing i look retard(bai chi). wlao eh, he v handsome meh? whtever. come to think of it, zls left us half a year plus le. every since last sept. n i miss zls! i want go tp concert! haha. n it means iceskate had been with us for half a year, but i still hate him lah, though.he sucks. full stop. co had nv been really enjoyable since zls left. n ever since snrs decided not to come back cuz zls aint here for us anymore. thus i feel disheartened.

school is great! haha. week9 over soon!!! yesyesyes!! change seat soon!!! i had been emphasizing on this, i noe. haha. cuz obviously shameless is rly darn shameless to claim he's fearless. whtever. but my amaths is a fail agn. same goes to my bio n phy. i failed 2out of 3 sciences. n i may not pass chem, cuz the 2nd ca test she finish marking liao. but aniwae, school had been cool. tdy pe was fine. but i kena saboed to try bball.-.- so i sabo teri! haha. cuz i threw z times n still cant get in, n teri didn rly get involve too, so i pass to her lah. n lit lesson was great. i managed to file up my stuffs properly, finally. i tot i cant hand in tdy lor. haha. n chem prac was..spastic. can u imagine my dear mrs ang ask who is sufen?? [juz some backgrd info:im her dear co mem thus she known me since im sec one n im her dear sl alwaes kena scoldings by her n im her dear sl whom she alwaes like to meet and ask us to stay back, thus its impossible for her to not know who is sufen from 4/2] hence, im rly irritated when she ask tht n gives me innocent look whick is not innocent at all. she can be real mean during chem. one time she made me run down to chem lab from #0402 to get her thumbdrive. fine i went lor. she enjoy giving me troubles lah. i wna step dwn asap. anw tdy is a good day. n this week is a super duper good week. talked to some ppl i nv talked to n found out they r rly very different from wht i tot they were. haha. tdy bus-ed home with yiishin. actually sometimes i see her on bus, but its only after she get off. sometimes my eyes abit prob lor. but i think i spoke too loud on bus 10 tdy. i rly hope noone heard anything lah. heehee. english test was argh. retarded. salmon!! i was eminded of niwa sushi last sat with jeans shuling sam n judea. super nice! but the compre was hard. both passage on salmon-.- eh, i think everyone took alr lah.. but so wht if its on salmon. anw vincent toh say he's 64, mr terence yeo verified the fact. haha. can u believe it?

i've thrown it all away. all. everything. why did i do so. tell me why. pls. tell me why.

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