oh. how disgusting. when life is all abt complaining and condemning others, have u ever take a look at urself too? thus i chose to keep quiet cuz i noe myself much more than u do, of course.

anw, i was told by super duper cute XAVIER tht our marvellous video is on youtube. which follwoed by laughters, n he kept quiet seeing my face. damn. he is clever kays. so he stop the topic. but i ask him lah! wtf. so ms FAITH TAY RUWEN, broke her promise, put up the videos of xy lunch on YOUTUBE n APPARENTLY so many ppl saw it. fuck. cuz it was rly private n for fun, n i rmb v clearly i said no posting of it online. thn post on blog i still okay. fine. i dno how long have this been, but juz for ur info, im sibeh buay song with you alr. so why not juz stop wht u r doing n let me enjoy my last month in co since u had alr spoilt my past 2yrs? count urself unlucky tht someone has to come n tell me. it had been a month plus since the video is uploaded, but im slow lah. now thn noe. but dont u think u r too much? juz cuz u not inside so u can be lyk this? i give sam face leh, if not u think i want talk to u? i give mich face oso, i dont want her to be worried. i juz giving ppl ard me face, cuz i dont want them get affected too. so obviously hy noe this wont work out n she warned me. i shld have listened. anw, im still darn piss. fuck ah ppl. fuck.
co exchange with st nich was... fine. i prefer with swiss cottage, st pat n ahs n kc. they r nicer n our standards r closer. st nich has such high standard i feel soooo demoralised. anw, their sch damn big. huge. ENORMOUS. okay, they have a stadium. n okay, their co room is 7/8 of our school hall. imagine how big it is? but its no life lah. all u see is girls, girls N MORE GIRLS. lol. anw, they r all looking at the boys of our co. n some ppl juz have to stand up and attract more attention. anw, I LOVE CONNIE's hair! okay, shall not say too much lah. n i love jeanne cuz she abit silly, seriously. i said pack my lunch cuz ineed go back artroom keep hp n stuffs, n she happily threw away my food. wlao eh-.- n some bloody ppl juz dont understand: only sl can bring hp, the rest pass ur hp to sl before u go down to canteen.apparently some idiots dont understand, make me run up n dwn. okay, next time juz dump it into the bin for goodness sake. i can get cramps running after eating. i rly felt lyk throwing up. u try it urself man. u noe u have to eat within 5mins n u stuffed urself with food n cuz some ppl nv leave their phones in artrm u have to run back n put for them. ok. done on the topic, msg clearly conveyed: next time u make me run, i will dump it into the bin. lol.
anw, sam had been rather unhappy recently. so is ame. so is jeans. all unhappy tht i hardly see them smile. only connie n shiyee, still as happy as ever. haha. i juz cant wait for cca to stand down. i tot co is latest liao, ncc even later. lol. plus i think co pracs r juz nice, why ask for more n more. n u noe whts worse? some ppl juz have to be bitchy n tells u this n tht, while she doesn even practice wht she preach.
***if u want say abt others take a look at urself first. n ps, zorranne or whtever the spelling is, do u noe how disgusting when u PEEP at other ppl when u urself is aint better. i appreciate it if u meant well n we will take ur advice if u told us openly. but it seems to me lyk ure doing it steathily, waiting for a good show. i bet u enjoyed the debrief so much. fancy commenting on other section as if u damn dua. sry but sad to say u re nth, so u have absoulutely NO RIGHTS to GLARE at MY section ppl. cuz u re nth. i repeat, i wld b damn happy n appreciative if u rly meant well. juz lyk the fact im not offended by xiangle n guowei's remarks. but if u r juz sitting back n purposely creating trouble, i think thts rly mean of u. i find my section okay, they REALLY SAT HALF CHAIR. or izit tht u want to see one by one ppl starts falling off their chairs? oh, how mean can u be. n btw, theres no need to be stealthy. why not just stand up if u want n comment directly. instead of doing tht kind of backsatbbing. think i nv see arh? okay, for the benefits of ppl who dont understand, we have to sit up straight, most ideally half chair n im happy all xuanyue ppl can understand it((: but some extra ppl juz have to spy on us, juz keep on peeping at us, staring n glaring at us as if she damn dua. thn she starts telling ppl to look at us n STARE tgr((: n bez part is during debrief, whn the rly dua person criticizes us, trying to be sarcastic but it didnt rly work. such a leader to condone such acts. if u rly hope for us to improve, why not be open abt it. i cant stand the secretly bitching way ure doing it. n its rly damn spastic of u. gross. n heard tht still go complain to lcs wor. *claps n cheers* btw xianyue rly have alot of probs we need to work on, so thnks for ur not-so-kind concern. we all know wht u rly rly meant. n its rly irritating n disgusting. i dno wht happened previously cuz i was outside. but according to my section ppl its nth gd. if u want ppl, not to talk at all for 4hrs, i think thts being silly, n furthermore, i dont see u doing it. so why be so commandsive n demanding. if u want ppl to shut up, u shld be the 1st one doing it. so stop ur condemn others but u urself juz cont. stop thinking highly of urself, stop being such an ass. learn to grow up man. childish, ok. another full stop on this.
pls ignore all this if u dont understand. i think blogging is a way to relieve stress. so dont read if u buay song. n this in my opinion. i didnt ask u to read. so no point getting angry n starts the bitching thing. im not interested. i speak wht i want, i dont giv a damn abt urs, so im smart enogh not to view urs. cuz as i said im seriously not interested at all.

class is great! changing seats sooon!((: n addmaths is wonderful. haha. but i hope sch can give us more apples. cuz things r rly stressed up nowadays. i hope the new subcomm wont die of any sudden illness. n yes, i pulled through a year despite much unhappiness n complains. anw, new ezlink sucks. n phy totally rawk. n i think inheritance is a cool chapter.. now i noe whts albino. lol. n so wht if i cant roll my tongue. it juz happen i got reccessive trait lah. lol.

oh, im damn frustrated now. damn. seriously. i dont care liao.
strikes the part i say i want win st nic.
im hopeless.
oh this is bad.
juz ignore wht i say.
sry i slammed my phone on table during ytd debrief.
n yes i did tht on purpose.
n yes i apologized to my phone, not her.
so wht if she sees this? nvm.
sry i daoed ppl after debief ytd. sry to those who see my black face. not to her, of course.
n i assure u im not the only one who felt this way.
hi5s to ppl with same thoughts.
i noe my remarks r selfish. juz shutup, noone asked u to read aniwae.

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