oh im back! frm my aunt house. really can bored to death. im not even close to my cousins, in fact i noe they dont lyk me lah. so i went as late as possible. but i felt bad seeing how much effort my aunt put in. sry for not gg early! but nvm, juz shut my eyes everything will be fine. but luckily nth ,uch happen tdy, i was so glad. but it juz happens everytime will happen to meet sh at the door. dno why. but i didn eat, cuz i seriously feel weird sitting tgr n not tok. i seriously feel damn uncomfortable sit thr n eat n eat but dont talk. so i rather not eat. another meal skipped. but i didn noe they were celebrating bdae.had some shots but i didn managed to get them. but im sure to look spastic, i smile so fakely lah. but the cake is nice. haha. which reminds me im turning 16! like my family cares lah. but i decided to watch NC16 movie first. juz some violent scene nia, nth much lah. juz for the name of it. and second, huiyann suggested i shld find a bf. lol. i didn think of tht seriously. but i decided to buy a camera for myself. have to start saving. may work during hols.

dreads sat. i hate to wake up early. but sry ms lim, ur video failed to inspire me to give birth to kids. instead im so scared now i decided not to have any! she showed us delivery of child. it so scary! i was screaming as if its a horror movie lah. although its a v noble kinda thing, but the initially hungry me totally went disgusted. cuz i feel giddy at the sight of bld rmb. lol. n the cord is so gross. reminds me of pig intestine. eeew. pukes. went for co after tht. im immune to liubin's lengyanlengyu! woohoo. i did it. i ignored him throughout!! fine. i shall be a blind-deaf-mute dummy on sat. tues, second part of the day. i cnt be a blind-deaf-mute dummy durng lesson time.

it has been long since we talked! n im v depressed u noe? im heavier than u!! eileen is 3yrs older than me but im 3kg heavier than her!! but she v pro, climb stairs to her house. guess wht floor she live on? omg. i was so shock she say she climb stairs! but she v v determined, unlike me. its alwaes gd to noe u still have someone thr despite the fact we dont see each other tht often now. haha.

aniwae congrats all my snrs!! all get into so good jcs! haha. envyenvy!! tnks for all ur guidiance and love n care n concern! i'll work hard lah!! i cant wait for olvls to be over. though i attained one A1 out of my 9subjs le, shall not be complacent. i have to work hard!

but new year is over. lesson agn. im so disappointed in myself.
but nvtheless, life is fun with different things happening. deleted all emo pasts. haha.
joke for tdy: 1x1x1x1x1=5.(1^5=5) tht caused 7mrks in addmaths exam. wht a smart careless error! learn frm ur classmates' mistake! hoho.
juz finished ss. english, another day lah. bye!

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