first week of 2009 past juz lyk tht. i was glad of gg chi at first cuz can finally leave the classroom! but now abit sian lah. the only 2 lesson i can leave #0402 r both disaster, obviously the other is my worst worst "subj", PE. omg. lessons r so boring lah. esp whn AV work tgr. audio+vision= BFF. ytd was Ang came in for chem follow by Alexis with bio. i was so sleepy lah. haix. i rly wonder if i can even get 4 distinction n all tcrs expects straight distinction.
quotes:
"even if u get all A2 also no use, must get A1"
"u want to see the result n jump for joy or walk out of the hall sadly"
"must aim for A1,A1,A1,A2,A2,A2, which gives u a L1R5 of 9points"
"i believe all of u noe this is ur olvl year"
"no tv, no comp, no psp n stuffs"
n every single tcr came in n say almost same things. n i believe i will be happy enough with 4. seriously. cuz im noe myself, i dont have the patience to sit down n study, though my brain almost worked miracly many many times n i got into 4/2, but it doesn mean eveyone can make it. i almost cried a few times in class, esp mr yong n mrs ang lesson. maybe afterall, n dont even want any result. i may juz take the exam n runaway. i dont even dare think of next thurs of cl olvl taken last year. sry, but i dont want to end up being the only one among my peers to get a B3.
this week is quite bad. n i realised many missed zheng lao shi alot alot alot. cuz he rawkz totally. i dunnoe izit cuz he closer to bowed string or wht lah, but is lyk co is bad w/o him. but he still think of us, heard tht he added many tmscoian on facebook. haha. if my batch graduate le thn i think noone will rmb him n snr wont come back. haha. i dont care lah, i stepping down soon oso. n co is bad, all the movement. sometimes i really think liubin is a madguy, cuz he screams for nth during dazu. but honestly, whts so big deal abt *******pri sch? aniwae, so wht? whts so great u treat the others lyk shit except for ur darling. zls was nv
that bias lah pls. if u want ppl to respect u, learn to respect other ppl first. imagine those ppl who received
that kind of treatment from u. they didn even do anything to deserve
that. not only tanbo lah, xuanyue oso, wht makes u think a xuanyue ASl to go percussion? he is seriously mad. i dont care mrs ang see this or not, lyk wht rachelyong say, economy bad right? sack liubin lah. n its going to be so so so embarassing to go for syf in this state. yes, i noe, ang say, we as the leaders shld not compare, muz try n accept n motivate our mems, but whn my mems tell me things im sry but to admit i tok to them abt this alot. im not good at hiding my feeling. so yeah, sry but i still have to say liubin sucks.
we want zhenglaoshi to come back. cuz we all noe its quite impossible. n seriously, zheng lao shi is normal. as in he doesn have mental probs((:
this week is a sad week lah. but luckily i nv cry out loud. if not damn paiseh. ang still angry with me siah. i think lor. n co is dulling. i nv smiled as b4, its hard to laugh aloud. i dont talk in class now. haha. i dont sleep in class now(: i try n convince myself im a guai kia.
1) i clip my fringe
2) i try not to say vulgarities. lol.
3) i bring all my books
4) i take out my 2nd earring whenever tcr check. hello, im saving them frm heart attack
5) i did whtever im asked to do. see, so guai
6) i believe everyone shld do things with their heart, not for the benefits after it
7) i try my bez to complete my hw, although most of the time it doesn work
8) i smile to everyone who smiles to me
9) i say nice things whenever i can
10) i dont step on ants. in fact i avoid them tht i almost fell dwn myself.
11) im mean with my words, but most of the time i dont mean them
12) im still trying to convince myself, wait for me to find more evidence.
n wait, i very dao meh? i think i very xiao alr leh. someone say i look so dao as if he owes me "san bai wan",30k. haha. give the $$ to me thn, i dont my staring more if can exchange for money.
payday! woohoo. okay, i bought my mum's bdae present! i think i wanna leave early on fri, cuz its my mum bdae afterall. n im so so so happy with my pay. haha. im a happy little girl. haha.
breakout!! omg. can u believe the sch is arranging for tht? haha. but apparently some ppl v unhappy, n starts cursing. poor tcrs who tot we like it n got cursed by some ppl. but i LOVE IT!!! hope really going! haha. its damn cool.
i wont cry if u noticed.
amelia...