oh fk. wtf. i screwed everything. i failed english=pass anything oso no use. automatically lvl position pushed to the back. ever first time i went beyond 150. aniwae, thts cuz i failed the paper. aft CA all this, i manage to pass. got back lit paper todae, i felt guilty. in rajah's opinion, sufen i s darn hardworking for lit n is foreva kiasu for lit which is so not true. i was stuck studying with bio n i didn study lit until the morining of papers. i decided i shld study properly n push myself to A1. luckily my lit got 72 n it managed to help ss, cuz i failed ss agn. agn n agn, i rly dno wht else i can do. haix. the average of my three sciences is 50. i passed add maths n phy! i was so happy n cld see tht yong was happy for me too. btw, phy supposed to be worst among the three but i got highest for phy this time. how uncool. n my emaths didn do so well. not tht i didn do well, juz tht others did so much more beta. while they r getting A1s n A2s, i got 69, B3. eng is hopeless, i seriously dno wtf is vincent toh's prob. he made us copy the compo, aiyah, basically the whole paper redo. i mean if we knew the answers we would have passed. n the reason why i failed compo is cuz its wrongly written, n thn i still go copy n get the wrong things etched into my mind? when i try ask him he answered darn unreasonably. he say is for my own good, i rather copy model essays, at least those r right things to learn. 10 i oso willing to copy n learn. n i failed the paper with 49. one mrk off. chi was disappointing. though paper 2 did quite well compared to my class pll which i got 81, my paper sucks. its a 35 juz pass nia. haixx. i got cheated into writing bao zhang bao dao. shit her craps. haix.

sry im not being sarcastic, but those who shamelessly told ppl they could get A1 n end up failing r, funny. dno, n those who tot the would fail who get A1 r, stupid. haix. n im in the middle, i speak wht i think.

received a surprise sms ytd. oh, so u did tot of me lah? whn u need help de time.
n today co is ok. dont be prejudiced, keep ur unhappiness, sadness all these to urself. yes i admit i think he is better at talking but most ppl miss zls. afterall he had been with us for years. juz be neutral n work hard bah. n yes i admit i prefer zls, but shldn we giv him lyk a chance to get to noe us b4 anything. n co discipline got prob lor. haix. n heard many quitters, but if akk provoke me agn i rly think theres no pt staying on. rly. n so much happened, i felt bad. haix. co jiayou, if one day certain quitters aren ard, call them losers.

if u wna noe the real things, dont spread the fake things. get it?

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