bloody hell freaking tears were so stupid. i hate to be on bus alone, thinking of all those things i aint supposed to tot off. i held back my tears all the while, plus super frustration due to the lost of ez link after co. found it at last, at general office. and my super ruined mood cnt get any better. so i started tearing on bus 3. oh my dear jnrs, when can u guys evr have BRAINS? do u noe tht it was so idiotic tht i almost went crazy?
1)how many times have i said to label ur instru or at least the casing?
2)how many times have i said not to mess with banhu or alumni instru?
3)how many times have i said to put ur instru properly in correct cupboards?
4)how many times u guys failed to do so?
it was alwaes found tht spoilt,in use, abandoned, banhu, zhonghu, gaohu,erhu,alumni instrublah blah blah instrument IN THE SAME CUPBOARD. n do u noe how frustrating it is? u think wht? rojak arh? juz dump evrything into the SAME cupboard after taking evrything out from DIFFERENT cupboards? then might as well no need cupboards wht. juz dump evrything inside drying yard n thts it wht. pls use ur brains. i noe most of u did understood wht i said, but do u noe tht the poor me has to open up evry single casing to sort out the stuffs evry time b4 a prac n after a prac juz becuz certain ppl keeps on taking out n put them into somewhere else? do u noe how tiring it is? to have so many things needed to do, so many things SL muz do according to mrs ang, muz count the number evry single time b4 prac n after prac. not only i get help instead all i got was mess after mess created by those who dont have brains. retards. sry but im not refering to all. i was juz referring to those who r guilty of this retarded n spastic acts. n there u dont own up. when i have to move things back to original. i may seem only to be scolding ppl, but do u noe how disappointed i am? to see no hope tht we r alr back in times, lagging n fei tian is such a hard song. with super complacent ppl in the orchestra tht im so so so afraid of the embaressment to hear anyhting else other than gold nex year? do u understand how hard it is to try n motivate euu guys n noone is happy abt it becuz i juz lose my temper easily? im not there to be angel. im not there to be well liked. im not there to please everyone. im the fun n nice snr if u re perfectly fine, at least hardworking n i wont blame u. but dont blame me if u re the one in the wrong n i seem so bad to scold u.n u start all ur bitching blah blah blah. have u every finish the whole complete story? b4 saying the part abt me scolding u? how many times i try holding back my emotions n smile. thts fake. thts hypocrisy. thts- disappoinment,
to those whose instu had no name, blame it on yourself to lose it to another jnr. i cant be unfair. she needs an instru n there was one without name. thus tht belonged to her until she graduate. get it? stop cursing n bitching abt me since it was YOUR fault not to label ur instru. GET THIS FACT RIGHT IN UR FCKING SMALL BRAIN. even if u do not have one, stop purposely tiao gang find trouble with me. i noe some of u buay song tht im the SL, but no need do until lyk this. no harm done to me but u will maybe burst someday seeing me STILL SO HAPPRY. im not ms nice. im not.
getting emo-er n emo-er each day. can u see tht? yeah. im gg crazy at the rate everything is going. evrything is juz so
BASTARD.
amelia...