resulte r ALL out. did rather badly this time. .i consoled myself by trying to realate as many worse case than me but i juz cldn take away the pain

if i had tried harder, study harder. i noe me bez, u noe me too.

before today i was super worried abt my add maths n biology n combined humans.
the first 2 cuz i dont wan dont wan seriously dont want to drop them; the later is cuz i would fail ss n i need my lit scores. LIT, i was super worried tht i had chose the wrong elective. i was scared, but results proved me wrong. so i now can proudly tell mdm sharifah tht i topped the whole class for section A, being the only one who got mrk with a "2" head. so i was thinking tht i'll die n my lit pulled me up. I PASSED ENG, I PASSED C.H., I PASSED HCL. the rest was average. n SS got "2" head oso. not out of hundred of course. i totally dieeeeddd for a maths. yong sux. he is alwaes so stubborn-lyk-a-cow. wht the hell.

i wanna scream all my lungs, intestine blah blah n blah out. wht i wanna do is fly away to a land w/o worries. and tht when love its there is there.

the only reason i felt sad was failing physics. cuz the only thing i tot of was ENG. wo jue de hen due bu qi ta. somemore he look of seriousness, how hard he tried to get the things into our brain. retarded--how can i walk into the exam room juz lyk tht.

was rather sad, co was bad. cuz u noe sth had happened. god. if being a sl is so super duper uber hard, wo gai fang qi mah?, yu qi si zhua zhe bu fang rang zi ji shou shang, wo gai fang shou mah?

and tht love is there WILL BE there. tnks to *ehhems*:))

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